'The Fear'

In recent months, i found myself feeling scarred all the time.

Sometimes I feel so numb and it scares me how numb I am' act and feel.

I dont even know if I'm gonna have anywhere to live a couple weeks time, with the repossession thing and all, and now another company, the first charge on the house, have sent a court date for a repossession hearing. The second in a month (or something like that)!