Deep times...!

Right... me and mum, granted, have had a lot of problems lately, but shit! We were travel on Christmas eve afternoon. But it typical Sarah and Aj fashion, we didn't leave til night but it was out fault!
Firstly, we had to go to get stuff from Walthamstow etc and w/e. Then, cuz the exhaust was f'ed, we had to go to Kwik Fit. All of them were virtually full apart from the one right behind our house. Before, it was only the back box that needed; but by the time we'd been driving around with the back box the way it wa, it got worse and the mid section catalytic converter where kinda messed up too. So from £118 for the back box, to £391 for the back box, mid sec and cat. KMT!!! But we had to get petrol and stuff so we just did the back box.
Moving on, later on... we finally came home to get our stuff so we could go. Mum turned the thermostat so the boiler would come, which, bare in mind, had only jusy been put on today because we had probs wit that as well... KMT. Anyways; she put the kettle on and BAM!... the electric went out, yet again. I flick the switches under the stairs and it went back on. Briefly. Then, I put on the upstairs landing light on that wa it for the electricity.! We've had to just leave it and go home for Christmas. Nothing was gonna stop us from coming to my Grandparents house! On top of that, there was a slight gas leak.

But anyway, we didn't start on our way til midnight, so mum, who has glucoma, was driving in the dark witch is hard for her and it was foggy as well with patches of snow fall. Hard times ay?!...

But along with everything else it just seems so much!

I hope everything sorts out soon!

Ciao for now.!

Heyo!!!

OMG OMG OMG I'm quite pissed off!!! But Im also quite happy.. hmmm...

Anywaysz... whats been goin down in Sarahsz life??!!! Welll, theres the house thing but I think Ive devulged to much about that already. Lets Talk about college!!!
College is pissin me off! But it has to be dun init?! My life is fucked up enuff with my secondary school fuckin up my GCSEs kmt. So college is important. I wanna be a great, historical microbiologist some day, if i ever make it to Uni. OMG hopefully!!... Ill at least get to Uni by the time I'm 21 because unfortunately I'm still doing level 2 kmttttt.

AAAAHHHH its my last year of free education and OMG my Oyster expires today and I havent received my new one because of Royal Mail. They never change... who wants to help me with the money for travel tomorrow?!! #kissses#

Holla sooonish....

a 2nd chance 'Sarah with a chance' lol

its been a while since i've posted.
Good news on a bad day, today is blemains repo date, derbyshires hearing on a rst july. but the good news is im getting another chance to do the diploma in applied science nxt yr. Ive got to enrol in august! Me and my mumzy spoke to my tutor earlier and shes knows what been happening all year so she has been very understanding.

Thats all for now.

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'The Fear'

In recent months, i found myself feeling scarred all the time.

Sometimes I feel so numb and it scares me how numb I am' act and feel.

I dont even know if I'm gonna have anywhere to live a couple weeks time, with the repossession thing and all, and now another company, the first charge on the house, have sent a court date for a repossession hearing. The second in a month (or something like that)!

wrong times

I've noticed that the times are wrong on my posts are wrong. For instance, my last post was at 22.31pm on 8th May 2009 (today). I dunno how to change the time zone. I live in GMT.

It's been a while...

It's been a little while since I've posted. Ummmm, well, what can I say lol.

My college year is ending and I'm still behind on course work, I no longer brand myself a scene kid (I never really did officially xD). I now do visual kei make up and hair. Im gonna get more piercings and maybe a tattoo lol. I'll post a bit more on visual kei in a few minutes lol.

XxxxX

After the recent events of the previous week/weeks, me and the mother have been doing some thinking. We are picking ourselves up and gonna go back to driving a banger lol. The car was put up for auction on Wednesday. We were mess about all week by this prick called Azad. He said was gonna put the money up to save car but anyway. On the same Wednesday, my mum went to court and was served with a re-possesion order.

Basically, our neighbours supposedly want to buy the house but they have just mess us around since chrstmas kmt.

Oh well. We'll see what happens in the end.

It's Gone!

It's a sad day for me and even more so for my mum.

Last Wednesday, my mums car got clamped and removed because of a so called ticket. My mum had already contested the ticket, but stupid Waltham Forest (my borough) didnt reply reply her. So an £80 ticket has double tripled etc and the and figure by last Wednesday was £753.something.

We've been messed about all week but to cut a long story short, the car is being auctioned off today. :-(

Well, life goes on I suppose.

When I came to college, I was feeling so alone.

I need to get some new friends; from west/central/north-west of something. East London is a drag.

Well, peace for now! X

A Realisation

Last night when I was sitting on my 'bed', (long story; I might let you know later on), I realised... I no longer like being on me own or alone. Especially when I'm at home and especially since I moved back to my old house (another long story.)

I've been through so much shit over the past year and through my whole child hood. I can put it all down i a post or eve a few posts. *sighs*

Well it's made me stronger.

More soon!

Introduction - kinda lol

Hey. This my second blog. Now ive realised how blogs work, a blog for each subject lol.

But yh, this is just like a little diary for me. I find it hard to keep a diary on paper, so I though this might be easier.

Hope this interests you anyway.