'The Fear'

In recent months, i found myself feeling scarred all the time.

Sometimes I feel so numb and it scares me how numb I am' act and feel.

I dont even know if I'm gonna have anywhere to live a couple weeks time, with the repossession thing and all, and now another company, the first charge on the house, have sent a court date for a repossession hearing. The second in a month (or something like that)!

wrong times

I've noticed that the times are wrong on my posts are wrong. For instance, my last post was at 22.31pm on 8th May 2009 (today). I dunno how to change the time zone. I live in GMT.

It's been a while...

It's been a little while since I've posted. Ummmm, well, what can I say lol.

My college year is ending and I'm still behind on course work, I no longer brand myself a scene kid (I never really did officially xD). I now do visual kei make up and hair. Im gonna get more piercings and maybe a tattoo lol. I'll post a bit more on visual kei in a few minutes lol.

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After the recent events of the previous week/weeks, me and the mother have been doing some thinking. We are picking ourselves up and gonna go back to driving a banger lol. The car was put up for auction on Wednesday. We were mess about all week by this prick called Azad. He said was gonna put the money up to save car but anyway. On the same Wednesday, my mum went to court and was served with a re-possesion order.

Basically, our neighbours supposedly want to buy the house but they have just mess us around since chrstmas kmt.

Oh well. We'll see what happens in the end.